Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @12:13 AM
Sam is a very upset girl today so she's going to vent all her frustrations and anger here on her blog and all of you readers out there can be the nicest friend by ignoring this post and please don't ask me to explain any details cos it happened to be the worst episode of by life and i never ever want to experience it again.
So you want to know how i really really feel at this very moment?
I am both glad and humilated.
I am glad i wasnt taken in by your words.
I am glad nothing happened to us.
I am glad i walked out of your life and made you miserable once.
I am glad you are not and will never ever me a part of my life.
I am glad i saw your true colours hidden behind your mask.
And you know what?
I wish the both of you a happy ending. I hope you will live happily ever after.
And i freakingly am not interested in your life.
If you think you can make me upset just by doing so, you are damn freaking wrong cos i can do much better than letting you intrude and affect my life
.I know all about your past but that girl on the other hand probably doesnt even know i existed. And for that, i pity her.
If she have know what happened in your life for the last 1 year, she wont be here tolearting you. She wont be bothered about the life of a guy who is obviously lying to her.
All the sweet nothings he whispered ? Guess what , i have heard it all.
All the considerate actions? Its all a lie.
If you think you can enjoy the satisfaction of playing me out, think again. Cos i was the one who left you standing outside when you desperately wanted to enter.
I have not shed a single tear since then, my tears deserve better. If you think my world turned upside down because of you, you are so going to be disappointed cos i know i deserve so much better.
You made me feel like a freaking mistress.I cant guarantee what's going to happen to us but being friend is somewhere near the limit.