Thursday, July 10, 2008 @11:50 PM
Relationships can be so difficult to understand at times and especialy so with matters of the heart.
How can you be so selfish to think that your friend must understand and accept the things that you do when in the first place you dont even care how she might be feeling. Did it ever occur to you that this does not involve only the two of you but yet of any other person whom you is supposedly your good friend?
Is that guy even worth the 6 years friendship that you used to cherish? How can someone probaby know a guy for 6 weeks and determine that he's the one for her, making her so obessed and convinced that he's worth giving up everything for even if it means sacrificing the friendship and that's because just a month ago, he used to be your BESTFRIEND'S BOYFRIEND.
I guess that's the way with human, we learn to see what life holds for us only when we experience it. Through the different encounters and events, we truly see how we feel.
For a while, i thought i lost my friends that i had for 10 years. Maybe it was because of busy schedule or for some other reason, there was a time where i kinda drifted apart but i am glad that i found them back again.
The friendship is still going strong and as a friend said, our relationship has become stronger and more 'stabilise' especially since last year. This are the bunch of people whom i know since my primary school days, the people who grow up with me, witnessing my horrendous hair-styles and the chinese dance performance every year.
I think i need to let them know that no matter how busy our lives may be, how we never get to meet up that often anymore, the whole lot of you will still be a part of me. The girls especially are my big trees which i can always run to when there's a thunder storm brewing somewhere and i need to hide. So similarly, i am most willing to be the big trees for you to lean on should there be anything not going well for you.
I have strong faith that we will last many rounds of 10 years cos there is US.
In each of you, i see a part of me that i never knew existed.