Recently so much had happened and I think it's high time I settle down and work out my thoughts,

People change as they grow. In some cases, we change due to changes in the environment and due to the different episode of life and the things we encountered.

It's like you seems to change just overnight, so much so that I couldn't talk to you anymore. In the past, I used to be the one among us who can at least have a proper conversation with you. In the past, you just to be able to tell me things, though these things may not be your darkest secrets but still you used to be able to tell me.

Well, I guess it's all IN THE PAST. But I seriously have no idea why all these change so fast, with no symptoms and no sighs, they just changed. It’s feels like you have become a total stranger all of the sudden and no one knows what happened.

The more people tell me things, the more I feel that I couldn't recognize you anymore. The more I know, the more I feel that you have become someone I couldn't connect to anymore and it's scaring me out.

People change, I know, but this sudden change in you has come too quickly for me to take it in my stride. I wished and wished that you can come and tell me how you are feeling right now but I know you want to hear nothing of it. At times, I wished I could just walk up to you and just like in the past start the conversation with you and probably I will know what exactly has happened to you and from there maybe it will make me understand the change in you. But, from the last conversation we had, you seem to be not interested to talk and I have the feeling that I shouldn’t probe too much

We are after all still friends and the last thing I want is to for us to stop talking altogether. And it's probably bad enough that we don't see you around that often anymore but the worst that could probably happen is to see you like maybe twice a year and then gradually we stop seeing each other permanently.

- "Lean On Me"