Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @9:15 PM
Telling me how much you have changed or how you intent to change is not working.
Apologising and trying to salvage the situation is pointless cos the damage is already done.
No amount of flowers or chocolates sent to my house will help neither is the sweet-talking.
Because my life doesnt consist of you only.
It doesnt matter whether you want to be part of my life cos with or without you my life will still continue to move on. It might be great to have you as part of my life or so i thought but if it cant work out then we just have to believe we are not meant to be.If you think you are that important to me then think again.
Because if it cant work out it will be a waste of my time and youth.
I wont want to waste even a month with you if its going to end badly. Who cares about creating sweet memories and who cares about living life to its most at the moment? All of these will just a source of pain if the relationship turn sour. And at the end of the day my time will be wasted on you who might turns out to be the biggest disappointmenet in my life- someone totally not worth it.
Because i am tired of arguing over the same issue.
No doubt i can give in to you but how many time do you think i can tolerate your nonsense before it became a source of irritating and sore point for the both of us? just how many times do you expect me to give in to you anyway?
Because you are one guy who cannot commit.
Go sweet-talk someone else and do whatever you deem fit cos i am not a 16 year old who will be amazed by you. If you have a serious problem committing then go find someone else.
And i am supposed to live up to your expectation of being a very happy person when all you ever did was to try all means to ruin everything.
And i know you are going to brush off it saying that i will get over it with a sleep. You know i will, i will probably get over it tmr morning but thats not the point.
You always assume that and took it for granted.
It seems that you know i will be happy again the next morning and it had slowly became a convenient excuse for you and a simply get-away.