Monday, December 31, 2007 @3:26 PM
Its the last day of the year again and time for recollection.
This year has been a mess because
time flew by too quickly.
I still need time to gather thoughts before moving on to a brand new year with a new start.
I still need time to gather evidence that 2007 had indeed been a fruitful year.
I still need time to compose myself for the fast changing environment.
I still need the time to understand myself better.
As the year came to an end i cant help but realised that as we grow, many things change and very often its against our wish and more often changes take place even before we realise them.
Changes might not be for the worse cos we learn to grow with this changes even though part of us wished and wished that everything will reamin the same.
2007 taught me much about friendship.
I have learnt that its important to keep friends updated about my life no matter how boring and insignificant it may seems and most importantly not to MIA for no apparent reason.
Most importantly, this year had proven to me that true friends stay around.
For that i sincerely apologise to all my dearest friends out there for being a horrible friend this year. This horrible friend of yours want to say a big thank you for staying around and not abandoning her.
2007 taught me courage.
I have learnt that courage means to dare to wish for what you want.
Courage means to learn to compromise, even if it means short-changing yourself when you think it's worth it no matter how many people refuse to recognise your way.
Most importanly, i learnt and pick up the courage to know what i want for myself despite disapproving looks from people.
lastly 2007 gave me a chance to understand myself better.
No body really knows the real you till you can fully understand yourself.I hope to fully realise the real me- to understand what i hope to achieve in life, to understand what really is important in my life.
2007 might be a good year afterall.As a new year begins, i hope we will learn to grow and to take on the new challenges and responsibilities like a grown up.
Being a grown-up means not just doing things adults get to do but knowing what things not to do.In a sense, 2008 might not be any different but it truly depends on what you set to achieve and what changes you want to make in your present life to make it a better one.
For that, i hope i can make 2008 a more sucessful and memorable year :)