Monday, October 08, 2007 @12:42 AM
Uni has definately opened up my minds about lots of things.People of different age and mind certainly brings about different perspective and views on alot of things. Some of the things said are really pretty much exaggerated and better left unsaid, but i did gave me a good laugh.
But that doesnt mean i look forward to waking up every single day for lecture/projects. In fact it has became a painful chore to wake up with the responsibilities to turn up in school/meetings. Till now i am still a good girl who has YET to skip lecture (lets just forget the fact that i am almost always late) despite the huge urge to stay in bed. The only thing that motivates me to school is the friends and the gossips and probably chicken rice for lunch.
And thats not how a student should feel when her final year exams is just three weeks away. I can see my exam dates waving frantically at me and i just simply pretends not to see it. Seriously if i dont start studying now i will probably wave good-bye to uni forever.
Lets just digress from uni rants. Someone just reminded me that human beings are just so weird because we will never learn to appreciate the good till we met the bad. And why's that so? because we are so caught up with our own expectations and we fail to notice that someone is just there all along.
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I am sorry to have hurt you the way i did. I was never a good choice for you right from the start but i took it for granted that you will always be a friend when deep down i know it wasnt meant to be.And if you come back, you'll see that i am almost over you.