Friday, June 22, 2007 @10:07 AM
Now i remembererd why guys are so disgusting.
[I want to beat him to death, I want to throw hot, scalding water all over his face and burn him up, I want to rush to his door with a parang in my hands and chop him up into tiny pieces. I want to do anything so that I can wake him up from his bloody stupor and to make him realize that his world does not consist of him, but of yet another person whom he stupidly let go off.
And all of a sudden, the world that I thought that has been so smooth-sailing suddenly crashed down.Everything that was pretty all turned ugly. Every smile looks fake, every laughter sounds like tears dropping, everything in this beautiful world just turned dull. It is so impactful, so depressing, so emotional, so pain.
I'm not the one who is supposed to be suffering in misery but I really can't help it.]If you do remembered, I am going through the same thing you went through just 1 year ago. So believe me when i say that all will turn out okay at then end of the day cos for me i realised that relationship is not the most important thing in my life. You have a long journey ahead of you darling but be strong cos we are always just a safe distance away from you if you ever need to turn back to seek support and assurance.
you are stronger than what you seems and you know we will always be there when it gets too difficult.