Thursday, January 11, 2007 @2:45 PM
when the sun shine again tmr, it will all be back to square one--at least thats what i believe.
i am sometimes amazed by how my mood seems to change drastically. Its like a ride on the roller coaster, one minute i am happy and the next minute i am troubled and depressed over something that i am not even sure of myself.
it used to be a significant thing in my life but now, seriously i am not sure. I feel like i am torn into two different person altogether.One side of me wishing so hard that it will just go away while the other side of me wished equally hard that i am not alone in this situation--hoping that you will feel a tiny bit of how i feel now, at least then i know i am not alone.
its probably only at times like this--when its so close to the date that i feel like that.
I should just shut up.
right now i wish you could come to me and tell me how you feel . because right now i have so many things i've waited so long to tell you - sighs , how did we end up like this ? we're close to not even being friends anymore . all i wish for is that we could start talking again and figure out how we feel bout things. no one really knows how i fell bout you now , not even me.